40+40=80

I assumed the trajectory of my life would go like this:
      /\
    /    \
  /        \
/            \

But terrified it will go like this:

      /\
    /    \
  /       |
/         |___

And hopeful it will end up like this:

      /|      /
    /  |    /
  /    |  /
/      |/